Waking up after 3hrs of sleep, I realised that I have no one to look forward to. My whole body wept. :(

Ever realised that when you are the saddest, the sky cries with you too?

It rained from 5+am to 11+am. It just rained and rained non-stop. The sky's gloomy and the weather is coldish... just like my heart.

Sitting in front of my lappy now, I can feel my facial expression go :( . I duno if I could still be happy if he returns. I'm not even sure if that's wad I want.

As I hear him messaging me in Skype, my tears fall uncontrollably. My heart squishes into a ball and sadness overwhelm me. I'm trying to resist the urge to go read his message and to continue blogging, but I cant.

My tears fall like rain, streaming down my face.