It's been 3 days... I'm in denial. I know I am. For everyday I still think of talking to you.

It's only now that I'm starting to feel really sad. Really down.

I dun hope that we'll start afresh but for things to be the way it was. Impossible? I think so. We've been through alot these 5 months and I wouldn't wanna change a thing.

Ppl change. You've changed. I've changed.

I feel that I've given alot of myself to accomodate you and in return, I've just been taken for granted.

Of cos, you wouldn't feel that way. Who would realise that they've taken others for granted?

I dun hope for much, just to let things take its course.

I wanna SMS you just to let u know how I feel but my pride doesnt allow for that. Who would wanna make themselves vulnerable to let-downs?

So here I am, pouring part of my heart out. Since you've pretty much cut off all communications, I will respect that.

If you do still read my blog, I miss u still. Always.

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